a moment to remember...~

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER…..

My feelings were blended. Happy that the time has finally arrived for me to meet my dad, Cik Sally, Umair, Kauthar and Fahhad after being away for so long.. Sad because it was also the day that I had to let go my one and only ALONG to further his study at Purdue University in Indiana, United States.

Even though he’s going for a good cause but still it’s very hard to let him go…Before the day comes… I’ve cried twice…it’s when I heard a song titled “Perpisahan” and while I was chatting with my lovely sister at Egypt when she asked me about my ALONG

We arrived at Kuala Lumpur International Airport around 7pm before azan Maghrib…
Me and my family, Chu and Cik Man with their children, , Mak Teh and family, Alongs’ friends gathered. Everyone seems happy …talking…joking… taking pictures…

After praying Ummi announced that my beloved Cik Sally and family has arrived. I ran to meet them coz I miss them so much… I can’t believe that Umair is getting more handsome…Kauthar becoming cuter and Fahhad is now running everywhere! Before migrating to Riyadh, Fahhad was not even crawling. Then once again we took many pictures with my brother before he left… seeing umair, kauthar and fahhad playing and running somehow has made me stop thinking about the sadness of letting my brother leave… but nothing can change the reality… sooner or later he will have to go…

9pm sharp we walked together towards the departure entrance… Along gave some advices to our cousins… it was not actually an advice hehe… then come to the SALAM part. This is the toughest part… everybody started crying… it was not that we do not want him to climb the ladder of success but it was just so sad… After much hugging, Along took his way to the departure gate and waved…sob sob sob… We suddenly realized that my youngest brother was not around… he was facing the perfume shop nearby and when my sister hugged him, suddenly tears was running down from his eyes… and it made us all cried again…seems like he wanted to hide his sadness…

We felt so lost without him…, Along always make us laugh even when we’re sad though he’s kind of a strict person sometimes.

1st Ramadhan is just around the corner… can’t imagine we will not be celebrating Ramadhan and Syawal together…

What ever it is I’ll always pray that he will do just fine there… insyaALLAH he will!